Stain

Swordless king
Rusty crown
I do bring
Myself down
Pain won´t think
Bleeding clown
I impersonate my life

Cannot quit
Cannot hide go
Gods commit
Suicide
Into the pit
I threw my pride
To look at me - it hurts

I´m the one outside myself
I´m the cancerful soul
I´m the innocent stillborn one
I´m the waste that was let out

Take me to the edge of pain
Erase the fear from my brain
For being empty i feel no shane
I´ve just done it to stay sane

Hostile saint
Pool of blood
My soul did faint
It starts to rot
Was I meant?
No, I was not
To satisfy is hard