An Act Of Providence

I can see death in me, paranoia
The fractal of life
I am trying to defend myself
Against the whirl of destination
Against the whirl of domination

Escaping from pain into pain again
Never ending
A constant revision of imperfection
Like a verdict, frustration
Like a verdict, depression
Awaiting for the final act
An act of providence

I can see death in me, paranoia
The fractal of life
I am trying to defend myself
Against the whirl of destination
Against the whirl of domination

Beuond time, in nonentity
I am being punished
By non - existence in loneliness
Pain, a friend
Pain, a sickness
I don't know something more different
An act of providence
Waiting for the final act
Election of power
To find own way
To nowhere?

Like a verdict, frustration
Like a verdict, depression
Awaiting for the final act
An act of providence