I'm Not Ok

And how would I ever know
If I never tried
If I never tried to love you
It's easy to be myself
I wanted something else
Wanted something else

Dreams start to fade away
Became another day
And then another day
Goes by
Can't seem to watch it past
Was never good at that
Was never good at that
Was I?

I'm not ok
With just leaving
Or holding back my words
Until I need them
I'm not ok
With just leaving
I love you too much

Thought I was above
I guess I really was
I guess I really wasn't
A kiss meant to fade
And feelings go away
Feelings go away

I'm not ok
With just leaving
Or holding back my words
Until I need them
I'm not ok
With just leaving
I love you too much

I'm not ok
With just leaving
Holding back my words
Until I need them

I'm not ok
With just leaving
I love you too much
How would I ever know
If I never try
If I never tried