Beyond the Existence

I feel the weight of my life,
so many lies,
so many sorrows
Sometimes,
i wanna be far,far,
beyond the existence
Beyond the existence

I'm so tired,
shivering,
without powers
to resist,
to fight against
my problems

Is like an eternal
rain over my head…

Painful are my days,
peace for me,(
is) just a dream
I just wanna be free,
leave all
that affliction behind,
all that suffering…
I just want
to feel the smell of flowers,
to cultivate them,
in a placid garden,
with a lake with waters
like mirrors
so placid…

At the end of my life, f
inally,
i can feel the sun
burning my skin
But is too late…