The Dark Below

I'm in denial
I've been writing songs about others and I'll crumble
I'll fall apart, I'll fall apart
My heart stops, caught in a trance, just to get through
My head drops and cavern appears and though I'm scared of it
It's my only escape!

O my god - if I don't throw
All I've got - to the dark below
O my god - I will never know
How deep it goes?

It's been a while since I kissed and felt trug pleasure
And I'd run a mile if I saw contentment in measures
Written on pavements, written on the pavements
And if it rains, they'll be washed away
Never to be seen again, never to repeat refrains
(Oh,) And if I leave - who is gonna care about me?
Who's gonna remember me?
Who's gonna look up to me?