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It´s so nice to see you standing there
Now I feel so lonely, I swear
I´ve imagined you to be the one to hold my hand
It´s so much harder to stand this end
I´d like to look straight into your face,
but desire has not become these ways
I feel ashamed when I look at you
Seems like I´m not good how I get over you
I still love you, it´s true, I still love you
You´re apart of me and my memories
You´ve created it passionately
Let´s be silent for a little while
and let´s pretend of what we lost
And these glory days become heaven on Earth
Losing all my lifetime´s yearn
I feel myself burn, I feel myself burn
For the last time I am recalling you
I stop recalling you, I stop recalling you