Pathways To Cosmos Opened

Apathy's my only friend when falling to this trance
Beautiful yet sad is the inner demons' dance
Everything is still unclear but do I even care?
Faint memories are all that's left of what once were...

As I gaze at the stars I can feel the Cosmos calling me
But alas, the paths leading there are hidden...

Though my heart still senses this astral affection
My soul is yearning to another direction
My mind is ripped apart in this battle that won't cease
Finally I ask myself, who will give me my peace..?

The answer was Death and I gratefully accepted it

Ah, still no rest was granted to me
But it matters not anymore for now I see
The cosmos is finally open to me
I step on the path that only my eyes can see...