Emotion Sickness

It's been a long time since I've felt anything
And now when I can
It's so overwhelming
Makes me sick to my stomach
Makes me sick as hell
I don't feel so well
I'd rather feel nothing at all

Am I dead yet?
It's all the same to me
Am i dead yet?
Cuz I can't tell anymore

If I can't feel nothing, I can't get hurt
But when it catches up it's gonna be a lot worse

I've spent my life floating by
Dissociating denying getting high
I can flip my shit
Or I can hit the switch
Turn off my emotions
Forget I exist

Am i dead yet?
Am i already a ghost?