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I swear
I think about it everyday
I dream about it every night
How close I came to being your death
It's in my head

You came in drunk like you always do
Just one push pushed me off the edge
I had to grab you by the neck
With my own two hands

You bit my hand-Ripped my face
You tried to put out my eyes

I know
You wanted me to live your life
You wanted me to be your clone
But I would've killed you
With my own two hands

You had to die in front of mom
You had to die in front of me
How can I try to forget?
I killed you with my own two hands