Two Sides

I want to make sure that I understand why you're so pissed off
I want to know who I lost
You think I was pretending the whole time I was here
I was trying to make the best of my years
Do you think I was trying to make our friendship cease?
Or that I was planning to leave?

I want to show you how I feel
But even I don't know what's real
It's the same old thing again
I get confused with who I am
Sometimes I care sometimes I don't
I thought you were the only one who could understand that
there are two sides to meI thought you understood the way that I see the world
But I know it can't question yours
I was here for you the way you were here for me
Did you forget or didn't you see?

Two sides to everything
& no one gets what they deserve
Two sides to everything
A friendship not preserved