Waiting For Something

Too many people watching
Life is just hard as it is
Trying to find the solace
Hope that I've done my best
Is my best enough though?
Feels like I'm wasting chances
A chance to prove I'm the best now
No point, 'cause it's me verse me
Thinking all the time here
Head is hurting, what should I do, please?
Should I do this, that or only find fear
Okay I'm done, now, let me close my eyes here

Cause when I'm not there
I feel like I'm staring
Somewhere out there
Waiting for something
Is it like the way you wanted?
Should I try again once more?
Why don't you tell me how things are
Am I failing? Don't pretend

Take all the losses, I can't keep on healing
I would like to sit right there and take the biggest rest
Rest of the fault is thinking that the brain will
Operate forever and I'll always be okay
Obsessed with success, yeah
Staring my phone till I'm stressed now
How would I cope if I failed loud?
I'm now overthinking my life here
Consequences, running from it
Thinking about it, cannot outrun it
Oh no, I'm running, it's creeping on me
I can't outrun it, I can't outrun it

'Cause when I'm not there
I feel like I'm staring
Somewhere out there
Waiting for something
Is it like the way you wanted?
Should I try again once more?
Why don't you tell me how things are
Am I failing? Don't pretend