It already feels like October
They said, "you go with the boys, I'll go with the girls"
I don't remember much, some colors and a mirror maze
I think I figured out what it's all for
I got everything I wanted but I wanted more
Take a night bus, board a red-eye to steer your fate

It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie
I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime
Don't be mad, don't be mad, don't be mad when I
Apologize for the very next time
It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie
I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime
Can't relax, can't relax, I'm not built like you

You wouldn't let it eat you whole
You wouldn't let it eat you whole
You wouldn't let it eat you whole
You wouldn't let it eat you whole

It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie
I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime
Don't be mad, don't be mad, don't be mad when I
Apologize for the very next time
It's my bad, it's my bad, it's my bad, don't lie
I'll pay it back, pay it back, pay it back sometime
Can't relax, can't relax, I'm not built like you

You wouldn't let it eat you whole
You wouldn't let it eat you whole
You wouldn't let it eat you whole
You wouldn't let it eat you whole

(It's the new wave of the future!)
(Best friend ever, haha)

(Oh, yeah)
Irresistible swan, swan (oh)
Where's this going?
Love me in the rain
We'll kiss through cellophane
Last week, thought I changed
Your face: Hurricane
I'm anxious to meet ya
Last time caused a scene (what do you mean?)
I shouldn't freeze again
I'm cautious of being next to you
And, honey, there's pressure
But I'm used to losing (I'm used to losing)
Change my heart, change my mind
Say it please

Blame me once, blame me twice, yeah
Out of my, out of my care
Meaningful, everything
Meaningful, everything
You just want what I can't have
You just want what I can't bear
Beautiful, everything
Beautiful, everything
Out of my, out of my hair
Waiting all, waiting all year
Should I have to go give up?
'Cause you can't see me in your life
Throw me in a daze
'Cause I'm not feeling okay
You don't like how I move
You don't want me to stay

Wouldn't let it eat you whole (should I have to give it up?)
Wouldn't let it eat you whole (I don't wanna let you down)
You wouldn't let it eat you whole

I had a bad day
That's not a stranger to you
You cried last night (you wouldn't let it eat you whole)
I don't have nothing to prove
It wouldn't work well
I wouldn't know what to do
I couldn't know what to do
I never know what to do

Breaking and breaking and breaking again, oh
Why would you do that? Go sleep with my friend
Make most of youth but sometimes it don't bend
Why would you pretend?
Breaking on broken glass
And it's all I can see (ahh)
I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking
It's all that I need