Deceit

I'm thinking of what I have done and what to do
I didn't mean to expose you
I think I can ignore it I can leave it I suppose
There were a million ways to play it different but I chose

To pull the trigger bring us to an end
Can't you see I'm sorry my friend
I wasn't even aiming when I shot you down
There's nothing I can change now

Maybe I am just as bad as this has made me feel
Spoiled the reputation with the secret I revealed
Making friends and fail them, yeah that's the way it goes
There were a million ways to play it different but I choose

To pull the trigger bring us to an end
Can't you see I'm sorry my friend
I wasn't even aiming when I shot you down
There's nothing I can change now

Can you keep a secret when there's no one I can turn to?
Do you trust me, I am on my knees and I deserve it

To pull the trigger bring us to an end
Can't you see I'm sorry my friend
I wasn't even aiming when I shot you down
There's nothing I can change now

So much for friendship it's over now
And I am the one to blame
It kills me when thinking of how I failed
To follow the rules of the game