CRASH N BURN

And here I am again

I've prayed to my repentance
What's the feel I need to gain? 'Cause something's breaking the tension
I'm a dead man walking, lord knows when I'm finished
Only time will tell whenever I'm coming close, I'll crash and burn
Dare I leave here broken and ruined
Everything I learned to love, it was never enough
And soon will come the moment of judgment I face
Pray for the day, whenever it comes, for me to crash and burn

It feels so obscure to be
Intimidating those surrounding me
And I don't want to push away
But I cannot believe all the things I've seen
While I'm roaming around here aimless
I'm starting to give in, I feel nameless
Shameless to say, but it doesn't matter
'Cause I grieve in a way that seems I'll never

Break free, as I come close, still no serenity
Still no peace
I tried so hard and kept it going, gave it everything
Gave it all
They never said how long to kill, it's been an eternity
Tell me how long
Feels like this heavy weight has just become a part of me
I'm nothing more
I wish I knew what's real, I don't
Wish, knew, real, I don't
I keep on trippin' on this shit, it's really fucked me up
Overall
And every day just repeats the pain that I felt before
Back here again
Just cover everything in gasoline and burn it all down

I've prayed to my repentance
What's the feel I need to gain? 'Cause something's breaking the tension
I'm a dead man walking, lord knows when I'm finished
Only time will tell whenever I'm coming close, I'll crash and burn
Dare I leave here broken and ruined
Everything I learned to love, it was never enough
And soon will come the moment of judgment I face
Pray for the day, whenever it comes, for me to crash and burn

And I don't wanna be part of the problem
Nah
I'm honestly dealing with enough
Enough
So why does it feel like a bother
Hmm
When asking for the bare minimum?
The least
Don't wanna keep pulling me under, fuck it, I got a bone to pick
To pick
'Cause all that I learned to love, it just all turned to fucking shit

I've prayed to my repentance
What's the feel I need to gain? 'Cause something's breaking the tension
I'm a dead man walking, lord knows when I'm finished
Only time will tell whenever I'm coming close, I'll crash and burn
Dare I leave here broken and ruined
Everything I learned to love, it was never enough
And soon will come the moment of judgment I face
Pray for the day, whenever it comes, for me to crash and burn

And when you find yourself here again
Ask yourself
What is my worth?
What is it to burn every bridge and leave behind everything you've ever loved?
To walk a road you can never return from?

Seems every day just repeats the pain
The pain I felt before
I feel so fuckin' nameless, nothing more
Do I dare leave here broke and ruined?
All that I learned to love
It was never fucking enough