Now I Don't Care

Spent a few years being afraid
Now it's my profession
Spent a few years hiding my flaws
But this is a confession

Spent a few years drowning in vodka
It was an obsession
By the end, I was only a pawn
That was my progression

Now, I don't care
But I don't care
Now, I don't care
Anymore, anymore

Now, I don't care
But I don't care
Now, I don't care
Anymore, anymore

Spend a few years waiting in lines
Now, they waited on me
Spend a few years nursing red eyes
Now, you see the real me

Spend a few years spinning these lies
Hoping that they'd heal me
In the end, I'm just chasing that high
I know you can feel me

Now, I don't care
But I don't care
Now, I don't care
Anymore, anymore

Now, I don't care
But I don't care
Now, I don't care
Anymore, anymore

Where did I see a sign?
Where do I need advice?
Hey, is this by design?
Hey, that's fine
Wait, are you kidding me?
All the falsehoods and misery
All the bullshit and memories
Killing me

Now, I don't care
But I don't care
Now, I don't care
Anymore, anymore

Now, I don't care
But I don't care
Now, I don't care
Anymore, anymore