Painted Dreams

I keep it in the shadows (never tell)
Down low (never tell)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going through
It’s down low (comin through)
Down low (comin through)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going

I’m gunning for my life
I keep it all inside
I’m tearing at the seams
I’m painting you a dream (but it ain’t real)

Suffocated
Demotivated
Alienated, I’m
Aggravated
Feel automated
I’m devastated, I

I keep it in the shadows (never tell)
Down low (never tell)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going through
It’s down low (comin through)
Down low (comin through)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going [through]

I’m gunning for my life
I keep it all inside
I’m tearing at the seams
I’m painting you a dream (but it ain’t real)

No this ain’t good for me (good for me)
All this pain deep in me, (and I just can’t keep)

Gunning for my life
I keep it all inside
I’m tearing at the seams
I’m painting you a dream (but it ain’t real)