Crudely, Loosely, Yours

I'm sorry for everything I've done. I gave you false hope then I was gone.
You gave me a list of things you knew would get to me; they all were true.
Pay no attention to me.
I'm too miserable to mind the rain. I'm standing here out in the cold wishing things had stayed the same.

It's been years since I made that same mistake.
I often wonder what it would take to get those years back, to make things right.
I would make every sacrifice.
I swear to you I'll make things right.