Tired Of My Life

I'm so tired of my life and
I think I need a little time now
To find another meaning
While I'm bleeding
As I’m pulling
Another knife from my back, damn
I keep comparing you to Satan Hope that one day I'll awaken
To realize that I thought you were the one
But you took all your cards off the table I'm so tired of my life

I thank you for all my mistakes girl
You always kept my mind in chains girl
When I knew what I gave you
But you owned me
And that's on me
Should’ve left when I met you
Thought that things would never change, yea
The bitter fall of my own strength
Looking back I
Could’ve fought more
Let myself down
And I feel the distress take its toll now
I'm so tired of my life