Red Spider Lily

彼岸花 (Red Spider Lily)

Loving someone is a lonely thing, you know?
人を愛すことは寂しいものですね
hito wo aisu koto wa sabishii mono desu ne
You end up dreaming of an eternal fantasy, right?
幻想の永遠を夢見てしまうでしょう?
gensou no eien wo yumemite shimau deshou?
If I were a small boat floating on the vast ocean,
大海原に浮かぶ小舟が私ならば
daiunabara ni ukabu kobune ga watashi naraba
You were like the sunset embracing the sea.
あなたは海を抱きしめる夕日のようでした
anata wa umi wo dakishimeru yuuhi no you deshita

On this endless starry expanse,
果てしなく広い星の上
hateshinaku hiroi hoshi no ue
The reason we met was that
2人出逢ってしまったのは
futari deatte shimatta no wa
The shapes of the loneliness we carried
私たちが背負い続けていた
watashitachi ga seoi tsuzukete ita
Were so similar to each other.
孤独の姿形が似ていたからだね
kodoku no sugata katachi ga nite ita kara da ne

The colors of loneliness and love are the same,
寂しさと愛情の色は同じだから
sabishisa to aijou no iro wa onaji dakara
So easily we can mix them up, you see?
いとも簡単にほら履き違えてしまうね
ito mo kantan ni hora hakichigaete shimau ne
When people leave, they don’t leave words behind,
人は去り行く時 言葉を残さぬのは
hito wa sari yuku toki kotoba wo nokosanu no wa
It’s a revenge that feels a lot like kindness.
優しさによく似た復讐なのでしょう
yasashisa ni yoku nita fukushuu na no deshou

On this endless starry expanse,
果てしなく広い星の上
hateshinaku hiroi hoshi no ue
The reason we met was that
2人出逢ってしまったのは
futari deatte shimatta no wa
The scars we’ve lived with
私たちが抱え生きてきた
watashitachi ga kakae ikite kita
Were so similar in shape.
傷跡の姿形が似ていたから
kizuato no sugata katachi ga nite ita kara

Even if my clenched teeth break,
食いしばった歯が折れても
kuishibatta ha ga oretemo
Even if my focused eyes shatter,
見据えた瞳が潰れても
misueta hitomi ga tsuburetemo
If I could touch you once more,
もう一度あなたに触れ合えるなら
mou ichido anata ni fureaeru nara
I’d accept this fate over and over again.
何度でもこの定めを受け入れるでしょう
nando demo kono sadame wo ukeireru deshou
In the crimson sky, I reach high,
茜空 高く手を伸ばす
akanezora takaku te wo nobasu
I am the sorrowful red spider lily.
私は悲しき彼岸花
watashi wa kanashiki higanbana