Antsy

I went to the doctor asked him for pills
He told me to try just simply breathing
My stomach's in knots and I'm physically ill
But I'm sure it's not what I've been taking

The world is on fire
I'm so fucking tired
And equally wired so

Am I to blame for my sick frantic brain?
When toxic shit tastes just like candy
Lost touch with my friends
But the internet still understands me
No wonder I'm antsy

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

I bet what I need is to stare at a wall
That one little text, turns into a bender
Did I say too much or nothing at all? (At all)
Now I'm inventing the damage in bathroom floor panics

Am I to blame for my sick frantic brain?
When toxic shit tastes just like candy (just like candy)
And love might be lit
But I'm scared of what it might demand of me
No wonder I'm antsy

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
No wonder I'm antsy
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
It's no wonder I'm antsy
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

The world is on fire
I'm so fucking tired
Yeah, it's no wonder I'm antsy
And he said: I love you
And I said: No, thank you
Got too many issues and to-dos and nothings to get to

Am I to blame for my sick frantic brain?
When toxic shit tastes just like candy
And I'd run back home except politics broke up my family
No wonder I'm antsy