Anxious

You get me overthinking, overanalyzing
Every word you're saying
Every move you make
My mind is racing
Every time you blame me
My heart is aching
For a chance to be with you, oh
That's how I truly feel
I'm afraid of you

Though I wasn't stalking you on the internet
And I cannot relax, not even with sex
Or weed, or anything you can offer me
Just like you did before
You want me on drugs
But I'm just getting drunk

The night is getting blurry
Just like the lines we used to draw
The room spins around, like dancing with my mind
That's not healthy, I'm starving myself
And making choices that lead to the last strife
I'll not accept a life I don't deserve
In the shadows, I'm trembling, I can't deny
There's someone who got me mystified
I'm afraid of you