Similar to Loving You

parecido a quererte

What I keep of you in my memoryEsto que guardo de ti en la memoria
Is what keeps me telling the storyLo que me mantiene contando la historia
It was similar to loving youEra parecido a quererte
And I thought that smile gave me the green lightY pensaba que aquella sonrisa me daba luz verde

To be like everyone elseSer como toda la gente
And act like this was love and I wasn't just a backupY actuar como si esto era amor y yo no era suplente

I thought I was the foolYo que pensé que era tonta
But it turns out that companionship is a human desire and goes hand in handY resulta que la compañía es deseo del ser humano y va de la mano
With seeing through the eyes that you had earnedDe mirar con los ojos que te habías ganado

It was similar to loving you but not on your endEra parecido a quererte pero no por tu parte
And until now I wasn't awareY hasta ahora yo no era consciente

And I think it was alwaysY pienso que fue desde siempre
But who tells my heartbeats, it wasn't enoughPero quien le dice a mis latidos, no fue suficiente

I thought absenceYo que pensé que la ausencia
Was part of the feeling of having been loved, now it feels strangeEra parte de la sensación de haberse sentido amado, ahora queda raro
To realize that it never happenedDarse cuenta que nunca ha pasado

It was similar to loving youEra parecido a quererte
But now out loud the story looks differentPero ahora en voz alta la historia se ve diferente

And there will be a time that reminds me of youY un tiempo habrá que te recuerde
But this too shall pass and the body doesn't liePero es que esto también pasar y el cuerpo no miente

I thought you saw itYo que pensé que lo viste
Something in me, that you wanted meAlgo en mí, que me quisiste
But this story is already evaporatingPero esta historia ya se evapora
Blessed be the moment, that I learned there are those who truly value meBendita la hora, que aprendí que hay quien sí me valora