Clematis

Clematis

Clematis

Dyeing this arm in purple
この腕を紫に染めて
Kono ude wo murasaki ni somete
Into you who approached
近づいたあなたの中へと
Chika tsuita anata no naka e to
Gaps in a deteriorating heart
ただれていく心の隙間
Tadarete iku kokoro no sukima
But it's not a lie, 'believe me'
でも嘘じゃない '信じてよ'
Demo uso janai `shinjite yo'

If it's a wish, let's lick even your feet
望みなら足でも舐めましょう
Nozomi nara ashi demo name mashou
Take my hand and kneel
手を取り膝まずきましょう
Te wo tori hiza mazuki mashou
Any words or attitude
どんな言葉も態度も
Don'na kotoba mo taido mo
As you please
お気に召すまま
Okini mesu mama

Pity, a wall offered as if confused
哀れみ、惑うように差し出された壁う
Awaremi, madou yōni sashidasa reta kabe u
Why not doubt
どうして疑いもせず
Dōshite utagai mo sezu
Embrace me gently without knowing me
見知らぬ僕をただ優しく抱き寄せて
Mishiranu boku wo tada yasashiku daki yosete
Won't you speak of love?
愛を語りなくのでしょうか
Ai wo katari naku no deshou ka

I wish I hadn't fallen for you
あなたを好きになればよかった
Anata wo suki ni nareba yokatta?
Even if criticized by anyone
誰にとがめられようとも
Dare ni togame rareyou tomo
Just breathing by your side
側で息をすることだけで
Soba de iki wo suru koto dake de
Would be enough
満足くならそれでもいい
Manzo kunara sore demo ī

If it's going to hurt
傷になるなら
Kizu ni narunara
Let it be engraved deeper
もっと深くに刻ませて
Motto fukaku ni kizama sete
That love
その愛を
Sono ai wo
Turn it into hatred
憎しみに変えて
Nikushimi ni kaete

Draped in various desires
色取り取りの欲望を纏い
Iro tori dori no yokubō wo matoi
Ignoring you half-hidden
隠れてあなたを無視半だ
Kakurete anata wo mushi banda
The scenery I gazed at
眺めていた景色はやがて
Nagamete ita keshiki wa yagate
Will eventually blur and rot
滲み出して腐ってゆく
Nijimi dashite kusatte yuku

Eyes waiting for dusk grow accustomed
暮れ待ちすの目はよく育ち
Kure machi suno me wa yoku sodachi
Bound by that bait
その釣りに自由を縛られて
Sono tsuruni jiyū wo shibararete
I will make flowers
あなたに似合いの花を
Anata ni nia ino hana wo
That suit you bloom
咲かせるでしょう
Saka seru deshou

Not even blaming sadness, betrayal
悲しみ、裏切りを責めることさえなく
Kanashimi, uragiri wo semeru koto sae naku
Why say nothing
どうして何も言わない
Dōshite nani mo iwanai?
If you had seen through, understood, and mocked
見抜いていたのなら呑み知りあざけって
Minuite ita no nara nonoshiri azakette
You should just cry and let go of now
今を捨てて泣けばいいのに
Ima wo sutete nakeba īnoni

I wish I hadn't started to hate you
あなたを嫌いになればよかった
Anata wo kirai ni nareba yokatta
Even if it's cruel and painful
どんな酷いし打ちさえも
Don'na hidoi shi uchi sae mo
Born without hurting my parents
両親を痛めずに生んで
Ryōshin wo itamezu ni sunde
How much could I have taken away?
幾ら奪えたのに
Ikura datte ubaeta noni

If I can show you
見せられるなら
Mise rareru nara
Let me touch you closer
もっと近くで触れさせて
Motto chikaku de fure sasete
That love
その愛は
Sono ai wa
Will turn into something real
本物に変わる
Honmono ni kawaru

I'm glad I fell for you
あなたを好きになれてよかった
Anata wo suki ni narete yokatta
Even if criticized by anyone
誰にとがめられようとも
Dare ni togame rareyou tomo
At least with these feelings
せめてこの気持ちのままで
Semete kono kimochi no mama de
I want to disappear somewhere far away
どこか遠く消え去りたい
Dokoka tōku kie saritai

If I'm going to leave scars
傷残すなら
Kizu nokosu nara
Let them be engraved deeper
もっと深くに刻ませて
Motto fukaku ni kizama sete
I'll remember
その愛を
Sono ai wo
That love
覚えておくから
Oboete okukara