I Wanna Die Today

I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But I will carry on
I'll never go away
I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But this is going to pass
And I will be okay

I'm feeling lost in the days
My misery even matter anyways?
'Cause I know this world don't even care about me
My heart is fucking beaten down
And I can't assemble it back now
Sometimes I wish that I was six feet underground

But I remember of my friends
And all the people that still loves me
I'll take them in my heart and carry on

I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But I will carry on
I'll never go away
I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But this is going to pass
And I will be okay

I think that I lost myself
Everyone I fall for likes somebody else
Sometimes I wish I killed myself years ago
Being alive is so damn hard
When you don't feel alive at all
I want to lock myself forever in my room

But I remember of my dream
Of making all of you sing with me
I'll take it to my heart and carry on

I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But I will carry on
I'll never go away
I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But this is going to pass
And I will be okay

I'm getting afraid do make new ties
Maybe this chorus is full of lies
That I have to keep on singing until they become truth
I'm tired of screaming that I'm falling down, I'm falling down
I'm falling down, I'm falling down
Please somebody hold me

I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But I am not alone
And I will rise again

I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But I will carry on
I'll never go away
I wanna die today
I wanna die today
But this is going to pass
And I will be okay

I wanna die today (I'm feeling lost in the days)
I wanna die today (my misery even matter anyways?)
But I will carry on ('cause I know this world don't even care about me)
I'll never go away
I wanna die today (I think that I lost myself)
I wanna die today (everyone I fall for likes somebody else)
But this is going to pass (sometimes I wish I killed myself years ago)
And I will be okay

And I will be okay
And I will be okay
And I will be okay