The Fall Of Waxboy (Burning Me Alive)

I wanna die today
Just to not be another boy who made someone cry someday
Because I couldn't accept the fact that he isn't me
Flew too high near the Sun that I've fallen all over again
All again

I've been so blind that I just couldn't see my own failures
And I've become what I always hated
No I won't try to justify nothing I did
I know I deserved every tear
I left the fire inside keep burning me alive

I was such an asshole and now you don't want to see me
What have I become?
What have I become?
The only certainty I have is I that I didn't mean it
But every punishment for me is little I know it
I know it

I don't want to be
Someone I never wanted to
No I'll never be
I won't be, no

I've been so blind that I just couldn't see my own failures
And I've become what I always hated
No I won't try to justify nothing I did
I know I deserved every tear
I left the fire inside keep burning me alive

What have I become?
I don't recognize me anymore
I've hurt you so
And all night I'll be haunted by the thought of you
The thought of you

I've been so blind that I just couldn't see my own failures
And I've become what I always hated
No I won't try to justify nothing I did
I know I deserved every tear
I left the fire inside keep burning me alive