Crave The Dirt

Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days
All I see is the rain
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name
To my feelings, to my brain
Before they’ve ever lived my past

What are you asking
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for
Do you wake up happy
Or do you wake up wondering
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves
Cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I’m feeling so empty
I’m thinking these drinks can fill me up and I’m wrong again
Singing these songs again
Lost in my mind
The end is near I can feel it
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurting too
Can we just accept the truth
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in
I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for
Do you wake up happy
Or do you wake up wondering
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves
Cause they just don't feel like you