Back to Bitterness

Once before in a dream
Reality it almost seemed
Screaming I can't see, you finally got to me
You know how to please me
You know how to hurt me
I let you do both
I let you step on me
If I'm seen then you're going to know
Reality omits from inside my bones
Slip through the cracks of the floor
I don't want this anymore

Not to held back from my core
Not to waste my life
I'll come and rise past you high
And I'll smash you're face goodbye

It's back to bitterness
My hands clench emptiness
A dead pool of violence
It's back to bitterness

It is gone; it's back to bitterness
The blood rolls to my lips
Once before, once again
It is gone

I'm losing that blissfulness