Sick / relapse

Do you feel small when you hold me?
I think my money's counterfeit
And I could buy you anything
If I had any time to spend

And everybody's seen my body
They all have my number and know my name
And everybody's touched and said they loved me

You don't do it like any of my friends
We act like the walls were paper-thin
Hold your ghosts, say it in my ear
How close?

And it can't get better than right now (I could've sworn I was smaller last year)
Kissin' the bottle when angel sounds (though the skies are brighter now, it interferes)
And I'm not an addict till I come down (the music never stops and the coast is never clear)
Kiss me to sleep before I drown (he says I weigh nothing and I think that's clever)

And everybody's seen my body (and everybody's seen your body)
They all have my number and know my name (and I don't let a soul inside my home)
And everybody's touched and said they loved me (and every girl's been a different type)
But I don't do it like someone who's alone

I feel crazy for loving you so
Hold your ghosts, say it in my ear
How close?