Stupid Pain

I broke my heart
I left him in pieces
For being so far
To find me in peace

After all who you are
Small eternal darkness
That blocks the lights
And lock me inside me

I run, I don't get anywhere anymore
Without my wings I will not fly as before
So how can I speak of true love to you
If he was the cause of all pain in me too

I can die
I am dying
Please forgive
I'm a liar
I will explode and hurt again
All I loved with my wet paper heart
And over again