To Everyone I've Loved Before

Thanks for coming
I wanted you to miss me
I wanted you to hate me for

Just a little while

I feel nothing
But I wanted you to kiss me
I wanted you to
Remember the way that I smell

To everyone I've loved before
I apologize
I never was too sure of you
Everyone I've loved before
Was seldomly surprised
I never was so sure of me

I don't want to
But the shadows in my room
Remind me of lying awake
In the afterglow with you

Coke on weekends
Scent of my perfume
How long have I been with you
In this place with someone new

To everyone I've loved before
I apologize
I never was too sure of you
Everyone I've loved before
Was seldomly surprised
I never was so sure of me

I never said, never said, never said
I'm sorry
Never said, never said, never said
I'm sorry
Never said, never said, never said
I'm sorry

To everyone I've loved before
I apologize
I never was too sure of you
Everyone I've loved before
Was seldomly surprised
I never was so sure of me

Everyone I've loved before
I apologize
I never was too sure of you
Everyone I've loved before
Was seldomly surprised
I never was so sure of me