Journey (feat. Lansdowne)

My life been a journey
No destination I find is worthy
Gotta be sturdy
Tried to find my light but the pride disturb me
God have mercy
Got the devil dancin inside my thoughts
Tellin me to recite my flaws
I will never get back all the time I've lost
Shit changed it can never be the same
To competitive from enterin the game
From the rage an development of brain
One choice be irrelevant the fame I chose
Now I'm weather in the pain from the centre of the stage

Now I'm too far and gone in my ways
Straight in my peace in all to get praised
And act like I can take it to my grave

I don't need rest or recovery
I got a blessing in front of me
I dropped a record and suddenly
Every label impressed with the company
I made the best of it luckily, yeah
I never been one to peak
Guess how I'm livin I tell em abundantly
Planted the seed and I sprouted a money tree
1 in a million with millions up under me, look

Maybe all the pain and passion
Gave way to the chain reaction
And it put him in a state to panic
Kick back and embrace the magic
Get ready for the main attraction
This, young man with a fate to choose
The faith that cruise the more that he lays the booth
They can't confuse the greats with abrasive views
So I'ma look him in the face while I state the truth

And I been on this wave for a while now
Pacing for the storm and I'm on my own
Ain't no destination I'm miles out
And I feel like I'm drowning inside my
Soul, soul
I feel like I'm drowning inside my
Soul, soul
I feel like I'm drowning inside my

Soul we know how to swim
I know how to win
Even though I get sick, I know that it's sick
I know I been sowin emotional soul
I been over that bitch
You hurt me with words and broke me with sticks
But made me a villain take note of my list
It's me at my home with my kids, my family
Leave em some money then blow you to bits (I'm kiddin but)
Maybe I shouldn't of taken the shit that I took
From the people I met on the way
I just stayed in the system and made it to prison
Cause fuck it I should've just shredded your face
Instead I was keepin the faith
That people would change but you know that's never the case
And I ain't afraid anymore I say what I want and I'm doin whatever I may
And I may be a lot, but tell me why I'd wanna stay in a box
You don't know me but your playing with fire
Hate or love it but I'm takin the shot
You could take away the guns take away the love take away whatever you want
But I'm made for the top
And anybody in my way is gonna get it

And I been on this wave for a while now
Pacing for the storm and I'm on my own
Ain't no destination I'm miles out
And I feel like I'm drowning inside my
Soul, soul
I feel like I'm drowning inside my
Soul, soul
I feel like I'm drowning inside my (my, my)