Deranged

I try to collect the pieces, the pieces that used to be myself.
You automated species, your heaven has always been my hell.
Nothing is everlasting, I have got to change.
Could this be a good thing?, or am I just deranged?

Haven`t I had enough?, haven`t I seen enough?, this is too much for me.
Seems like I`m all alone, noone who understands, is this how my life should be?

I`ve lived my life in shadows, to hide behind the rest of you.
But now you`ve turned transparent, so now I`ve got a choice to do.
Nothing is everlasting, I have got to change.
Could this be a good thing?, or am I just deranged?

Haven`t I had enough?, haven`t I seen enough?, this is too much for me.
Seems like I`m all alone, noone who understands, is this how my life should be?

Your laughter, my pain.
To me it`s just the same.
It`s after me again.

Haven`t I had enough?, haven`t I seen enough?, this is too much for me.
Seems like I`m all alone, noone who understands, is this how my life should be?