Onii Yuukai

Brother Complex

Onii Yuukai

You climb the stairs with a heavy step
足取り重ねたげに階段を上ってゆく君
Ashidori omotage ni kaidan wo nobotte yuku kimi
If you have worries, I'll listen, come to my room
悩みがあるのなら聞くよ ねえ部屋においで
Nayami ga aru no nara kiku yo nee heya ni oide
Your posture, looking down at the ground, as if embracing yourself
ふしめが地にうつむいて自分を抱くような立ち姿
Fushime ga chi ni utsumuite jibun wo idaku youna tachisugata
I won't hand over my questions to anyone
全部あたしの問だは誰にも渡さないの
Zenbu atashi no monda wa dare ni mo watasanai no

I have your favorite ice cream, come and have some, even just a little
君の好きなアイスあるんだよ 食べにおいでよ ちょっとでいいから
Kimi no sukina aisu arunda yo tabe ni oide yo chotto de ii kara
I watched you change into a smile, without saying anything
笑顔に変わる君をしたなめずりをしてみていた
Egao ni kawaru kimi wo shitana mezuri wo shite miteita

I want to bring my big brother to bed
兄貴をベッドにさ連れ込んでみたいと思う
Aniki wo beddo ni sa tsurekonde mitai to omou
His bright blue eyes are moist and beautiful
真っ青な瞳潤んで綺麗
Massaona hitomi urundete kirei
I dreamed of the morning I would spend with you
君と迎える朝を夢にまで見たの
Kimi to mukaeru asa wo yume ni made mita no
Now sing a song that only I can hear
さああたしだけに聞かせるような歌を歌って
Saa atashi dake ni kikaseru youna uta wo utatte

The coldness of the line of your profile illuminated by the moonlight
月明かりが照らす横顔のラインの冷たさ
Tsukiakari ga terasu yokogao no rain no tsumetasa
You don't seem to notice me staring at you
見つめてる私に君は気付きそうもないね
Mitsumeteru watashi ni kimi wa kiduki sou mo nai ne
Have you been hurt? Have you been wounded by words?
痛いことでもされたの？言葉に傷つけられたの
Itai koto demo sareta noo? kotoba ni kizutsukerareta no?
If it's all just a delusion, it would have been really good
全てが妄想なら本当によかったのにはね
Subete ga mousou nara honto ni yokatta no ni wa ne

To be honest, I dream of strangling you
君の首をしめる夢を見たぶっちゃけ
Kimi no kubi wo shimeru yume wo mita bucchake
I can't wait to turn it into a morning dream
朝夢にしたくてたまらない
Asayume ni shitakute tamaranai&#9734
I'll connect words like bubbles and get my revenge
泡のような言葉を繋いで復讐してあげるわ
Awa no youna kotoba wo tsunaide fukushoushiteageru wa

I want to jump into my big brother's bed
兄貴のベッドにさ飛び込んでみたいと思う
Aniki no beddo ni sa tobikonde mitai to omou
Stain the pure white sheets
真っ白なシーツ悪汚しちゃえ
Masshirona shiitsu aku yogoshichae&#9734
If I gently kiss the skin under that scarf
あのマフラーの下の皮膚にそっと口づけたなら
Ano mafuraa no shimo no hifu ni sotto kuchiduketa nara
I feel like I'll be forgiven for everything
全てを許されるような気がして
Subete wo yurusareru youna ki ga shite

Your unexpectedly large, cowardly hands, that smile
意外と大きな手卑怯よ その笑顔
Igai to ookina te hikyou yo sono egao
Your singing voice fills my memory
君の歌う声はあたしのメモリーを
Kimi no utau koe wa atashi no memorii wo
Wandering, echoing
満たしてく放浪して反響する
Mitashiteku houwashite hankyousuru
The burning in my heart won't go out
心葬れあに燃えが消えないやまない
Shinbou tamaraan ani moe ga kienai yamanai
The burning in my heart won't go out
心葬れあに燃えが消えないやまない
Shinbou tamaraan ani moe ga kienai yamanai

I had a dream where everyone disappeared in the middle of the night
誰もみんな消えてく夢を見た真夜中
Dare mo minna kieteku yume wo mita mayonaka
The vastness and silence of the room
の部屋の広さと静寂
No heya no hiroisa to seijaku
It pierces my chest, making it hard to breathe properly
胸に突かえて上手に息ができなくなる
Mune ni tsukkaete jouzu ni iki ga dekinaku naru

If I jump into the secret room
秘密のお部屋にさ飛び込んでみたらそしたら
Himitsu no oheya ni sa tobikonde mitara soshitara
I can always be with you
いつでも君と一緒にいれるんだ
Itsudemo kimi to issho ni irerunda
The tomorrow without you will pass as usual
君のいない明日はいつも通り過ぎて誰もが
Kimi no inai asu wa itsumo toorisugite dare mo ga
Without noticing the creaking gears
軋む歯車に気付かない
Kishimu haguruma ni kidukanai
This is just my ego
これはただの自己だわ
Kore wa tada no jiko da wa