I Aint Ok

I drink, I'm not that proud of it
I smoke, I'm not that tolerant
I know, I got to get out of it
Lil baby, where was you at then
Why do I have to keep asking
I feel like my life is crashing
It be hard to stay sober

Waking up, feeling like my day over
I ain't ok
Saying things the old me won't say, won't say
I just want the same closure
Before that liquor takes over
I ain't ok

Saying things the old me won't say, won't say
I can't help but wonder where the hell does time go
Hours feel like minutes, so to hell if I know
Ain't getting no younger, can't be in denial
Friends of mine feel like I tend to drive slow
She love me when I'm drunk but hates it when I drink
If liquor mixed with blunts, gone make it hard to think
It's more than meets the eye with me, it might get hard to blink
Want you to spend some with me, but life so out of sync

It be hard to stay sober
Waking up, feeling like my day over
I ain't ok
Saying things the old me won't say, won't say
I just want the same closure
Before that liquor takes over
I ain't ok

Saying things the old me won't say, won't say
It be hard to stay sober
Thanks to this fucking hangover
I ain't dead, I just got a day closer
I'm a smoker, and a drinker
Overthinker above all
I ain't been myself
None of my friends can tell
Because I hid it well
I recognize my mind ain't right I should be getting help
Pour up a cup and drown at night when life's a living hell
It be hard to stay sober
Waking up, feeling like my day over

I ain't ok
Saying things the old me won't say, won't say
I just want the same closure
Before that liquor takes over
I ain't ok

Saying things the old me won't say, won't say
She love me when I'm drunk but hates it when I drink
If liquor mixed with blunts gone make it hard to think
It's more than meets the eye with me, it might get hard to blink
Want you to spend some with me, but life so out of sync
She love me when I'm drunk but hates it when I drink
If liquor mixed with blunts gone make it hard to think