Lifeblood

Welcome to my dreams
Waking up has never been so hard
Rest assured, I've never made it this far before
I fear and loathe how long we have left
Until its all done and gone

Bury me deep inside my faith
Then in a few years, release me from under the soil and dirt
In which I've concealed my entire life with
Waiting for a chance, a hint of hope
Now faced with life, unsure of everything

I wear the colours of a skeptical man
Black and grey, is all I see
Friends that I've lost
I'm trying hard to forget

I could've sworn that they said, they'd be here forever
But I know, they're still there watching me neck deep in failure
I'm fucking soaked to the bone

Heart on my sleeve, severed and worn
Replaced realism for bliss
I'll never trade it back
This is my everything