Wallow

Clean up the mess you made
Just so you can leave and fucking start again
Leave me left to decay, just to fade away
Get out of here before it's too late

Nothing but glass
Ash and these harrowing thoughts sprawled on this table that used to host us
Question all my blessings clock ticking, bottle half empty

I re-collect how I could feel us slowly slipping apart
How could this ever have happened?
How long has it even been since I've fallen into this rut
That I'm destined to keep leave me to pick up the pieces

How long will it be until I can break free from this grief?
When all you've left me with are empty sheets, the lines kept discreet

Oh, there's no matter of time
Because we'll never see where it went or how it was spent
Loathing the day we ever met
I've learnt to believe in things that I can't see

I'll continue to bite my tongue because it's all I've ever known
Will you turn away when I leave it to bleed?
Because that's all I have to show
The poison spreads and it halts my pulse
How can I learn to say I'm sorry?
When the words surface my throat I choke