I Hope That It's Fatal

Whatever this is
Better hit its mark
Whatever this is
Hope it goes through my heart
Don’t try to stitch it
I have enough scars
Whatever this is
Hope it goes through my heart

There’s poison in my veins
I'm sorry, it’s too late
Do not resuscitate
It won’t get better
There’s only so much weight
I think that I can take
Do not resuscitate

I hope that it’s fatal and not something worse
I don’t think I'm able to handle the hurt
I pray for the end 'cause I can’t break the curse
Goodnight, see you on the other side
Na, na, na, na, na, na
See you on the other side

I know I mentioned
The cure for breathing
But all of those songs
Have lost their meaning
Whatever this is
Is not contagious
‘Cause I'm here alone
And I can’t take it

There’s poison in my veins
I'm sorry, it’s too late
Do not resuscitate
It won’t get better
There’s only so much weight
I think that I can take
Do not resuscitate

I hope that it’s fatal and not something worse
I don’t think I'm able to handle the hurt
I pray for the end cause I can’t break the curse
Goodnight, see you on the other side
Na, na, na, na, na, na
See you on the other side
Na, na, na, na, na, na
See you on the other side

A boy was born with seeds inside his soul
Is what the headline reads
So all these years digging myself a hole
Is just poetic gardening

After the funeral
Will flowers start to grow
Just tell me that they grow
That it gets better
I'm sorry you’re too late
It’s just the way I'm made
Do not resuscitate

I hope that it’s fatal and not something worse
I don’t think I'm able to handle the hurt
I pray for the end 'cause I'm tasting the dirt
It’s like I buried myself alive
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Goodnight, see you on the other side