Trigger

Decisions come to me
As I'm hearing the feathers
It's comfort suicide
They fall and define my fate
For so long
I've endured this pain
To standby
A mistake

I separate
The fear from loss
To let it condemn
What holds me

My silence speaks to me

I lied
To make it all okay
But all I do is worse
I've reached the end
The hole in the dark
Foretold
My confession unspoken

Lived in a place where the locks
Were unfettered
Was held by nothing more
My mind has begun to fry
I'm breaking down
I want you out
The moment's now
Quit it
Trigger Fucking Go

I separate
The fear from loss
To let it condemn
What holds me

I lied
To make it all okay
But all I do is worse
I've reached the end
The hole in the dark
Foretold
My confession unspoken

Above the rest
I can't forget
Your blur has turned into
Into nightmares
The distance helps
Trespassing hell
We don't belong
In conscience

Facing, taking control
To atone
All this pain
What I became

I became
I became
I became
I became