Avoiding

Every single day
I let you tear me apart
It's pushing me away
But you don't fucking care

I don't know where to go
It is all inside my head
I'm losing all my hope
Don't recognize myself

Avoiding reflection so I don't see truth
Avoiding the past so I don't think of you
No place like home, but there's no home for me
I lie to myself and say I'm okay

Hoping for
A better day
Longing to
Find a way

Feel like a stranger
Don't know who I am
Hear all the silence
Got no one to blame
Changes around me
But I am the same
I wonder why I take everything for granted

Avoiding reflection so I don't see truth
Avoiding the past so I don't think of you
No place like home, but there's no home for me
I lie to myself and say I'm okay