I Want You To Hit Me As Hard As You Can

This city watches through exhaust pipe eyes
As I redefine time
24 Is far too young to be this jaded
But I still remember when it felt like we were friends
Before the in crowd went to your head

Slam the door in my face if you need to
Just be honest, just be honest with me
Slam the door in my face if you need to
Just be honest, just be honest with me

Sounds of fleeting fame come crashing in
Off the tip of your tongue
If it's best to fight fire with fire then how do you fight indecision?
How do you fight?

Slam the door in my face if you need to
Just be honest, just be honest with me
Slam the door in my face if you need to
Just be honest for once in your life
Just be honest with me

I'm sick of chutes and ladders
Can't find what really matters
I'm sick
Scarred and seething
Fucked up and bleeding
I'm sick of chutes and ladders
So fuck the world that gives me no love
This life has only just begun