Wasn't Gonna Go Out

On my back but I won't back down
And I want my heart back
It took a lot of nerve not to call you
Wondering why things had got so bad
It's been a few weeks since I saw you
Said a lot of shit that we can't take back
On my back but I won't back down
And I want my heart back now
Try to stay in back cause I hate this crowd
And now I'm coming for it
Wasn't gonna go out tonight
You're the reason I've been locked up inside
Now I'm drinking and I'm sick of your lies
Fuck being polite

Cut me up once, tore it out twice
Three shots in at the spot where we met for the first time
I'm only here just to take back what's mine
Thought I wasn't gonna go out tonight
Yeah I might have blacked out when I saw you
Tunnel vision laced with a heart attack
He took you by the arm like I used to
Its getting pretty obvious you can't go back
On my back but I won't back down
And I want my heart back now
Try to stay in back cause I hate this crowd
And now I'm coming for it
Wasn't gonna go out tonight
You're the reason I've been locked up inside
Now I'm drinking and I'm sick of your lies
Fuck being polite
Cut me up once, tore it out twice
Three shots in at the spot where we met for the first time
I'm only here just to take back what's mine
Thought I wasn't gonna go out tonight
On my back but I won't back down

And I want my heart back now
On my back but I won't back down
And I want my heart back now
You’re so okay with throwing me away
But babe I'm done with all you gave
Wasn't gonna go out tonight
You're the reason I've been locked up inside
Now I'm drinking and I'm sick of your lies
Fuck being polite
Cut me up once, tore it out twice
Three shots in at the spot where we met for the first time
I'm only here just to take back what's mine
Thought I wasn't gonna go out tonight
On my back but I won't back down
And I want my heart back now