Blue Monday

How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you've laid your hands upon me and told me who you are.
I thought i was mistaken, i thought i heard your words.
Tell me how do i feel. tell me now, how do i feel.
Those who came before me lived through their vocations
From the past until completion, they'll turn away no more.
And still i find it so hard to say what i need to say.
But i'm quite sure that you'll tell me just how i should feel today.
I see a ship in the harbor. i can and shall obey.
But if it wasn't for your misfortune, i'd be a heavenly person today.
And i thought i was mistaken, and i thought i heard you speak
Tell me, how do i feel. tell me now, how should i feel.
Now i stand here waiting...
I thought i told you to leave me when i walked down to the beach.
Tell me how does it feel, when your heart grows cold, grows cold, cold.