Nitrivacation

Baby where'd you go
I look too good to be alone right now
Turned the lights down low
I went through my phone
Now I'm just killing my brain cells

Can't really sit still I need a sec, I'll close my eyes and watch a movie in my head
Can't even stand up wait let me check
I forgot to breathe
No oxygen in my head

Punch me to a wall
Sedate me till I'm
Relapsing into my hallucinations
Whip my soul and all
Put me out till I'm
Laughing in dreams about my Nitrivacation

Lying to my friends again
I told them I quit and caught a seasonal sickness
Found my excuses 'cause
My therapist said that I'm prone to addiction

Can't really sit, still I need a sec
I'll close my eyes
And watch a movie in my head
Can't even stand up wait let me check
I forgot to breathe
No oxygen in my head

Punch me to a wall
Sedate me till I'm
Relapsing into my hallucinations
Whip my soul and all
Put me out till I'm
Laughing in dreams about my Nitrivacation

I've been through hell and back
Why is it that the one thing I go back to is so bad for my health
Oh, I pray to Pluto and back
I'll hang on till I gasp for redemption with my euphoria

Punch me to a wall
Sedate me till I'm
Relapsing into my hallucinations
Whip my soul and all
Put me out till I'm
Laughing in dreams about my Nitrivacation