Mills of God

Father please forgive me for that chance, I'm too weak to take
There is no sense for a second chance for a man who's sworn to break
Please forgive me, for that sin I buried inside my chest
It comes to fruition now, as I finally lay myself to rest

Father please forgive me, for your love I'm not worth anymore
I would have denied this gift of life, if I ever knew before
How hard it is to hit the ground, stand with one foot in the grave
Then crawl back into the light again, (then still standing "brave")

If we only could escape from our destiny
From that way our lives we live (on our path to mortality / insanity)
Until the end of time - (we try to deny our morality / mortality)
Losing touch with reality, vegetate in full-time apathy
Until the end of time

And if you feel there is no (way out) back door
And the world around you is turning black
You feel so helpless and you think "there is no turning back"
The mills of God grind slow, yet they grind exceeding small
You lost the white light, there's only one step before you fall