Ethics

You know I'm living this for you
I'm sorry, for failing
I'd try as hard as I can do
I'd waste my, whole lifetime
They said for years that I'd been lost
Please tell me, where I was
To hide the agony of loss
I need you, to speak up

Maybe I was cold
Maybe I was somewhere in between
Maybe I was cold
Maybe I was wrong

To cross the bridges of control
I need to, just hold you
I know the drugs will take their toll
I need them, to hold on
To let reality have dreams
I need to, to be me
I run as far as I can see
I wake up, and it's not me

Maybe I was cold
Maybe I was somewhere in between
Maybe I was cold
Maybe I was wrong

Repeat until:
You know I'm living this for you
I'm sorry, for failing.