Gracefully

Will blue times go the way of feelings
As always they have left me
Sitting alone with myself
And all my
Haunting memories
Sorting through my problems
And to break down by degrees
Time to put the mask aside and find the corner where I hide myself

Always thinking back
To when it seemed I handled almost everything
Gracefully and
I feel so tired I think maybe there is no side left of me to see

It always seems darker
The deeper in my mind
The memories of laughter
That reach across a wealth of dreamless sleep
And will she remember?
Not sure if she will
So much time in wandering
My soul is never still