home game

I'm so afraid right now
Feel like I'm close to the end somehow
Thought I was just getting started
And now I'm stuck in my tracks
I'm scared that it's all for nothing
I'll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I'd die for it (and I'd die for it)

And I'd die for it
I'd die for it
Would you die for it?

It feels like it's all coming after me
They got my life on a stopwatch
Feels like my own brain is after me
Who even needs enemies
When you got yourself straight torturing
Put myself in a minefield
Can't even win when it's my field
I'm losing a home game

I'm losing a home game, losing a home game
Oh, ooh
How am I losing a home game?
How am I losing a home game?
I'm losing a home game
Empty, yeah