Falling

I’m not really sure I can do this again
And she’s calling me up but we’re playing pretend
I wish I was dead so she’d leave me alone
I’m blocking it out but she’s ringing my phone

I feel like I’m losing my mind
Let me leave the fucking past behind
I feel like I’m going insane
These drugs are fucking up my brain

I am falling down
Yeah I feel like I am falling down
I am screaming without sound

All of the things that I did in the past
All of the shit that I wanted to last
All of the lies and all of the hate
And all of the ways that I had to explain

I am falling to the ground
I am falling to the ground

I’m not really sure I can do it this time
But if I didn’t have her I’d probably die
I wish I was happy so I could go on
I wish was normal so I could belong

I feel like I’m losing my mind
Let me leave the fucking past behind
I feel like I’m going insane
These drugs are fucking up my brain

I am falling down
Yeah I feel like I am falling down
I am screaming without sound
(I am screaming without sound)

All of these questions I wanted to ask
All of the times that you ruined my past
All of the lies and all of the hate
And all of the ways that I had to explain

I am falling to the ground

I’m falling
I’m falling to the ground
I’m falling, I am falling, I’m falling to the

I worry, I worry I worry