Love In Silence

I always end up alone
As if I were incapable of love
Maybe I'm living wrong
Maybe I don't even want to fix myself

I don't see myself at an altar
Or in a house with you
And our two dogs, running in the yard
Is this real, or just to please you?

I try, but deep down I don't know
If it's love that I'm seeking or if I'm hiding again
I see the future and lose my ground
Maybe my destiny is solitude

Maybe it's not for me
These promises of happily ever after
I run, I flee, I try to escape
But who knows, one day, I might learn to love

And if I get lost again
In this fear of trying?
I'll distance myself from what I don't understand
Is it wrong not to fit in?

I try, but deep down I don't know
If it's love that I'm seeking or if I'm hiding again
I see the future and lose my ground
Maybe my destiny is solitude

Who knows, maybe one day I'll change
Or maybe I'll just accept
That not everyone is born to love
And that it's okay to find myself

I always end up alone
But maybe I don't even want to change
Because deep down, being free
Is my way of loving

I try, but deep down I don't know
If it's love that I'm seeking or if I'm hiding again
I see the future and lose my ground
Maybe my destiny is solitude