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I wish I had told you
I wish I had said it
I wanted, I tried
and I surely regret that
the moment slipped by and my voice remained quiet
my heart called out loud but my lips denied it
and now that "I wish" looms like a giant
my voice cries aloud, but my heart is silent

my moments of vision
have come with a price
they pull at my soul
with fingers of ice
I've fled from my fear
I've turned from its calling
too late I have learned
there is freedom in falling
and now my desire looms like a giant
I long for bravery, but no longer find it